Bittersweet Life...

Tuesday, June 15, 2004

juz b4 i logged in, i had a quarrel with my bro. argh! how dumb can he be... there's like the house phone, but he's using his hp. wow... trying to envy me, but it so wont work. then he said tt he wanted to use the net as well. wat the heck, i switched the comp on first... and wat's more, he didnt tell me anything. so i assumed tt he didnt want to use lah... not my fault!

well, talked bout him again later. so let's talked bout yesterday. yesterday dinner was great! GREAT! get it? really enjoyed myself.. al last got out of the house and spent time with moi frens. ate and ate... esp the guys. they were stuffing all those food into their HUGE digestive systems! it seemed like tt werent going to bloat at all. sir sara coudnt stop servin us with food... tryin to choke us huh? hehe... juz kiddin! sir hafidz like didnt eat at all... haiz. but, glad tt u came though! wat else.... rabia was really shocked, coz we were there to celebrate her bday as well u c.. then, we waited 4 the boys to finish eating. hey, we really waited k.... after tt, wanted to take neoprints, but found out tt the shop had already closed. i mean, it was like already 9 sth. yeah, my parents let me go this time. dunno y.. maybe coz it was near. and they told me to be home by 10... that's so not them! since cant take photos, we stopped by the pasar malam near TM. nth much lah...juz walked and walked. cant eat anymore... too bloated already.

pity adrena.... hehehe. she had mosquitoes bite. alot ok... hehe. then, soon, it was time to go home. so we said our gdbyes at interchange. really cool nite out, despite the heat laz nite! really hot... sat under the spotlite at the restaurant.

back to my bro. ok, sir hafidz, if u are reading this, gd. i thank u. coz u noe wat? i now really, really wanna admit tt my dad has been helpin him with his boots. tt's y they look so gd. u really tot he did it on his own huh? hah! yeah rite! he's so pampered... oh my. u cant imagine how pampered he is. his food has to be served to him, he dares not fight back my parents for his life. god..! his life is worst off controled than mine. and he doesnt give a damn...coz he is one lazy pathetic boy. he gets all the praises like cute boy and stuff... but plz? ewwwW!! yucks! he's onli actin cute... he cant do stuff on his own, he is so weak. i have difficulty believing tt he'll go to NS and be a man. he is SO fat now, and he's 'trying' not to eat so much... but guess wat? he HAS to eat Mcdonald's almost everyday. amazingly, he doesn't get sick of it! argh! my parents kept buyin 4 him... tt's the prob. like he wont die lah if he wont tt 4 a day!! can someone help him realize tt he is in sec 1? and he's gonna be a yg teen soon? he gotta have his own life lah! haiz... so pampered. i really dunno how he gonna get thru his sec sch life. and btw, 4 the record, im not jealous. not jealous at all. coz i dun wish to have tt kinda life. ewww...

tmr mite go shopping... not too happy bout it coz my dad's ard. so when he's ard, we have to get things done..fast! and like how the heck am i suppose to shop when im allowed to spent onli a min in each shop? argh! y must life be so frustratin!! help me!!

~~~without u, where do i belong
without u, how do i go on~~~

Smashed into pieces at 6/15/2004 05:06:00 PM